no matter what you do its easy to get scared if you dont sincerely like it
you have to find the passion to enjoy it
then, you'll be able to do it happily
-i dont think there's anything more important than enjoying it

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i think it's unfair that some people just make friend without really knowing
they did it without sincerity
just because in public im silent and in person im awkward
not mean that i didn't know anything
that's lot of fake.
lot of wicked
they always say be who you are but they dont tell me how hard it is

september took me by surprise
i was left to watch the seasons change
i'd never thought i'd lose my bestfriend
i'd never thought i'd ever feel this low
seeing things that i couldn't see before
hearing things that i couldn't hear before
understanding my self more and more
learning and doing all the new things
forced to be stronger
all alone