you can take everything i have
you can break everything i am
go and try to tear me down
i will be rising from the ground
all of me are still broken
but im standing on my feet

can't pretend that you're nothing special
you've got to look at all of your options
you can't decide what to go for
when it's all about trust

I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I fell for everything

but its up now

I already get up
You're gonna  hear my voice, hear that sound

25-04-2014

Do I get jealous? Yes.
Do I cry randomly? Yes.
Do I get angry? Yes.
Do I feel lonely at the times? Yes
Do I need someone to talk? Yes.
Do I like to be left alone sometimes? Yes.
Do I love someone? Yes.
Do I have feelings? Yes.
Do I get hurt? Yes.
I'm only human, then I'm not you

"Jangan pernah tundukan kepalamu. Dunia tidak akan semudah yang kau pikirkan. Bahkan jika kau menderita. Bahkan jika kau merasa seperti akan mati karena ketidakadilan. Dunia tidak peduli itu"

no matter what you do its easy to get scared if you dont sincerely like it
you have to find the passion to enjoy it
then, you'll be able to do it happily
-i dont think there's anything more important than enjoying it

......

i think it's unfair that some people just make friend without really knowing
they did it without sincerity
just because in public im silent and in person im awkward
not mean that i didn't know anything
that's lot of fake.
lot of wicked
they always say be who you are but they dont tell me how hard it is

september took me by surprise
i was left to watch the seasons change
i'd never thought i'd lose my bestfriend
i'd never thought i'd ever feel this low
seeing things that i couldn't see before
hearing things that i couldn't hear before
understanding my self more and more
learning and doing all the new things
forced to be stronger
all alone